this love's difficult, but it's real.

since i'm quite free today (only today *sobs*),

why not blog some more? :)

HTV for May 30-31st weekend.
it's one of my favourite and most satisfied makeups i've done on myself!

*claps for self* :))

been hearing that over-played, overrated and over-heard song by Taylor Swift so much. yes, you guessed it right...Love Story.

but then it struck me a few days back that the song is actually...my own love story.
i caught myself by surprise when i naturally teared when i paid attention to the lyrics.


we were both young when I first saw you...

...you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,begging you, 'Please, don't go.'"

And I said,"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princessIt's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.'

Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'"

...Romeo save me - they're tryin' to tell me how to feel;
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story - baby just say "Yes.'"

...Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.Is this in thy head?
I don't know what to think-"He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet - you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad - go pick out a white dress;
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

just snippets of the entire song..and the above were really what we went through in our 4 and a half years of being together.

each time i tried to sing along to the song, my voice would shake and i'll start to tear. the feeling of the songwriter overwhelms me each time, which reminds me of what i went through..the struggle that nobody knew.

we started out young..or rather, me.
the consequences that come with it were overloading...
but we made it through...so much.

there's really nothing we can't fight anymore...

i love you.

love, careen.