...I Got The Blessings...

It's time for me to go to work, but I can't leave until I get this out of my system. Mama came into my dreams to give me her blessings. I know that sounds weird, but I truly believe she did. I dreamt that I was in a room with her and the family, and we were all talking to her, as she was writing down something for us. All of a sudden, people were telling me, you should tell her before she leaves. So I went up to her, and said, "Oh Mama, guess what? I'm getting married." She looked at me, and she said, "Oh good. I've been wanting you to get married. I'm so happy for you." She gave me this hug, and she looked at me with this happy smile. I have a feeling she was going to tell me more, but I woke up because I was crying so much. All my tears woke me up. I tried going back to sleep to see what else she was going to tell me, but I couldn't stop crying. Just like now, and I have to stop cause I have to go to work...I miss her so much, her and Papa. And it really hurts to know they can't be there physically. But this dream made me so happy. It's as if I really know they'll be there for me.