and then i can begin painting my bear again.
Ive realized..that I am a pretty lazy person. every productive thing i do..ive first had to struggle to get into the mood of doing it! but i want to do it way more than i want to be lazy/relax & do/accomplish nothing.
so thats what keeps me going, being SUCCESSFUL! :)
it helps to get up and out of bed and then immediately get ready as if i had a job to go to, or get ready as if company was coming over.. Basically get presentable! either do my hair so it's nice and smooth and/or put some eye makeup and foundation on. pick out a nice outfit too..And do my hair too actually, if its recently washed.
it also helps to make some black mate tea right away! and eat something if there is anything around.. usually toast. usually jam too. or butter & sprinkled sugar on top! i should go grocery shopping today too!, and stop by Conspire to pick up an old painting and also drop off prints.. and make some calls too..
anyway..i think i just need more will power to help me keep my morning routines set and get up the first time i wake up instead of going back to sleep.
and then i might be able to get to work and stay working most of the day! :D
productivity is tough to get in the habit of. im trying my best.
so thats what keeps me going, being SUCCESSFUL! :)
it helps to get up and out of bed and then immediately get ready as if i had a job to go to, or get ready as if company was coming over.. Basically get presentable! either do my hair so it's nice and smooth and/or put some eye makeup and foundation on. pick out a nice outfit too..And do my hair too actually, if its recently washed.
it also helps to make some black mate tea right away! and eat something if there is anything around.. usually toast. usually jam too. or butter & sprinkled sugar on top! i should go grocery shopping today too!, and stop by Conspire to pick up an old painting and also drop off prints.. and make some calls too..
..
but sometimes.. usually mondays or after a day that broke up my routine, i just forget or procrastinate on doing these things..and then it gets later and later, and i haven't begun to work yet! sometimes i can snap out of it (out of feeling bad over the procrastination/or just procrastination/lazyness itself) and can get to work! and then i feel proud that i changed that and my day goes on well from there!(sometimes this happens at 3:00 or even 6:30 in the evening)!
but i try to begin work by around 1:00 most days.
but sometimes.. usually mondays or after a day that broke up my routine, i just forget or procrastinate on doing these things..and then it gets later and later, and i haven't begun to work yet! sometimes i can snap out of it (out of feeling bad over the procrastination/or just procrastination/lazyness itself) and can get to work! and then i feel proud that i changed that and my day goes on well from there!(sometimes this happens at 3:00 or even 6:30 in the evening)!
but i try to begin work by around 1:00 most days.
anyway..i think i just need more will power to help me keep my morning routines set and get up the first time i wake up instead of going back to sleep.
and then i might be able to get to work and stay working most of the day! :D
productivity is tough to get in the habit of. im trying my best.
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