Updates as of 23 August

camhored in car with daddy driving beside me. me really no shame-shame lo...when you have the inspiration to camho, you gotta camho!

by the way, sorry for the serious, boring blog post title. really dont know what else to put! i'm not interesting anymore huhu...sign of old age :(

anyway, people always tell me they seldom see me without makeup. i beg to differ! i'm without makeup all the time......at home. teehee :D

thing is, i love to makeup. to me, it's like painting on a blank canvas. concealing ur weaknesses and enhancing ur features.

i know all the 'it's not good for your skin' and such. i know and i agree. that's why i'm not plastered with makeup ALL the time!

if i had the time and money, i'd go learn professional makeup. being a freelance MUA is in my career option list. it's a wonderful feeling helping someone look and most importantly, feel beautiful and confident. there's so much that confidence can do to a person!

a MUA is also a huge role! they're the ones that determines if a model looks and feels good (bad makeup breaks a model trust me!), and that determines if the photoshoot or show is a success, and that will determine if the client gets customers! a little goes a long way, y'all...

anyway, needed to send some mug shots for some job the other day, and i'm happy my pics didnt look as ghostly as i thought they'd turn out! kekeke :D

so, today's your lucky day as i'm feeling confident enough to show the world my naked face.

nah! dont say you never see me without makeup before ok! and no it's not photoshopped or edited and such..trust me, i dont even know how to use photoshop..that explains why i do so badly for all my editng subjects :(

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my mum accompanied me for my Shu Uemura Makeup photoshoot for SISTERS Magazine the Friday after PC fair. it's the first time she sat with me throughout the whole thing. seldom my mummy got time to accompany me :)

my beautiful, young and fun-loving mum. i can tell her ANYTHING!

(dear, are u scared? hehe)

and for those people who thinks that my parents have no idea what i'm doing, there you have it! and just so you know, i dont have a car so it's either my parents or my bf who fetches me for all my freelance jobs. my bf is three-quarter of the time offshore, so my dad fetches me everywhere.

and how can he not know what i do???? it just doesnt make sense! the whole world know what i do and no one is complaining...so stop talking. *HUGE SIGH*

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on a brighter note,

mum woke me up from my deep nap with these!

12 roses delivered to my doorstep for the first time in 6 yrs :) normally he'd personally hand it to me :)

my ancient camera phone can also take pretty nice pics! look at the focus...i'm impressed! hahaha :P

thanks baby for the thoughtfulness and being so romantic :)

*muax*

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Albert Koh's Toni & Guy Graduation Show! :D

cannot dont laugh when i'm very the crazy people. truly, your friends determine your destiny. now i'm well on my way towards being crazy permanently and sampat forever.

look at that hair! who would have thought of creating such a hair piece? :) super cool...a hat-like hair piece. the hair ball on top was other human's hair though...or to be more specific, Toni & Guy customers' hair. *EWWWWW*

YOU GRADATED!!!! :)

all the hair-nerve-pulling and pain from the hair piece was worth it!

circus-themed hairshow!

i was the lion tamer..that explains the whip and the actual whipping :P

group pic!

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did a double photoshoot on the same day for IceMag and Extremekars...in between classes! something i'll never forget :)

wore my favourite pink tube dress for the first time.

awesome dress just that it's super hard to wear on and take off!

the price of wearing nice-fitting dress without ugly zipper and smoked back is like that :(

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Pastor Kevin's 80's themed birthday surprise!!!

best birthday surprise ever!

laugh until i almost died. and almost broke Boon's left leg cos i kept hitting his thigh when i got high from laughing! hahahhahahahahahah!!! :P

Let's get physical!

the 80's chicks! ;)

(pics credit to Sophia Lian)

everyone really cooperated and dressed up like the 80's. that's CHCKL :) how often do you get people as sporting as this in our country right?

i have a wonderful spiritual family which is as random & sampat as me! wheeeee~ :DDD

let the sampatness roll....

oh, happy birthday pastor!!! :)

we love you!!!

that's all for now. got assignments to rush edi booohooo! :(

*nerd mode*

love, careen.

The Final Solution pics

Here are the pics stolen from various places.

from FB, to pastor's photo album, to church website.
view more HERE!

this is my leng chai, yao yeng, and super cool pastor.
you can follow his twitter at twitter.com/KEVINLOO :)

pictures are ALMOST in sequence. except these few in front. hahaha :P

this is the overflow area in cafe. crowd watching from projector.

the longggggg queue.

"people mountain people sea". sardined until cannot.
my pastor said even the flies can't pass thru the crowd. hahaha :P
the people can't even move much, no need to say go toilet.

the fiery choir :)

The Production:

Scene 1- The Prison

look at those bods and fake tattoos!

Dr. Silas, the beast, and chief of police

Dinah & Silas.
my "dad" and his assistant.

the bitchy Carmen.

"dad" chasing my lesbo partner out of the house.

Jesus healed the blind.

and the leper.
look the those amazing disciple's expressions :)

Dinah brings Silas' ex-wife's murderer to death.

Jesus in the prison cell.

carrying the cross.

Jesus hung on the cross.

Carmen died as a result of The Final Solution injection.

Carmen resurrected.

the end :)

i know you might not catch the whole thing by looking at these pics. cos i didnt post up like, 3 quarter of them. hahaha!

you can get the DVD at 25bucks which includes The Making Of, and Behind the Scenes. lemme know if you want one :)

pastor with the casts on Friday night.

after EVERYTHING on Sunday afternoon. look at those tiny heads & tiny smiles. look of satisfaction and joy :)

me and my lesbo party friend ;)

my beloved friends who came :)
Cheryl, Qer Xin & Connie.

messing with the set.

my dear sisters. Serene was at home with Evan :)

welcome to the family, jean!

my leaders: Pastor & Esther, and cutie pie Eitan :)

lunchhhhhh.........

well-deserved! i'm such a Malaysian (food wise) :)

more pics on www.chc.org.my.

what a fruitful weekend!

3824 people came to watch the production, and 211 people gave their hearts to Jesus :)

Easter's over, now other projects are already setting in.

Asia Conference POS (cheerleading) with baby and team, Dance Choreo for commercial, pending photoshoots, Modelle's Top 10 photoshoot (!!!!!), Cameron trip with baby and friends :)

excitement! :D

life's great!

love, careen

Today: The Final Solution

a candid during Victor's birthday :)

after all the late-nights, classes-skipped, assignments rushed,
this is it!

The Final Solution.

One of the very best production we've ever put up so far, I reckon.
(click HERE for all the info you need. amazing site)

With Pastor Kevin & Esther as producers and directors, and with David Oh as the main cast, nothing can go wrong!

everyone worked so hard for this weekend's Easter production, to bring about the remembrance of Jesus Christ, who died for all our sins, so that we can live again.

it's Good Friday today. (i know my pic is so off topic)

i'm reminded once again out of my busy life, busy schedule that, on this day 2000 years back, Jesus was hung on the cross, just for me.

as absurd as it may sound to some of you, no matter how modern the world becomes, no matter how much i progress in life as a person, no matter how much my values and principles in life change,

one thing remains. He is still the Lord and master of my life.

i love, because He first loved me.
i give, because of what He gave on the cross 2000 years ago.

Although for this Easter production, i won't be acting as a disciple who cries for Jesus when he's being hung on the cross like last year, but a rebellious, sexually confused teenage daughter (ops! secret's out), my heart is grateful for all that God has done for me. I will be giving my all in this production because of Jesus.

my lovable, 38 classmates who will be coming on Sunday :)
i will do exceptionally well for you!

a rare confession on this blog? perhaps.
there is nothing to be ashamed of. He wasn't ashamed to die on the cross for me.

So, why should i? :)

am ready to rock the stage tonight all the way till sunday afternoon!
tiring? maybe. but absolutely exciting, and totally worth it!

Drama Production: The Final Solution
Admission Fee: Free of Charge

Date: Apr 2-4

Time: Apr 2 (Fri)- 8.30pm

Apr3 (Sat)- 5.30pm & 8pm

Apr 4 (Sun)- 9am & 11.30am

Address: City Harvest Church,
No. 8, SS13/6. Subang Jaya.


let me know if you're coming. see ya there! :)

*group hug*

love, careen.