Since she died

(the little lasers mix)I want red meat and lots of fucking.My steps feel firmer. I'm less scurred.This is cuz i believe in more since she died.For the first time it makes sense to me--the way all those religions have the bits where people are chanting or praying or fasting TOGETHER...as many people at once.Everyone!(what a magical word)I feel like if everyone thinks or prays or sings about